itsgreeeen asked: i was going to ask last time i was in your room why you were in a hotel, but i didn't want to get all personal and what not. good luck courtney <3
thanks, i was in the hotel cuz I like hotels……hope you believe that :)
the--wil asked: Nothing to really ask right now, just wanted to say, first off, you look amazing as usual. Second, love the humor you add to your blogs. I will def try to free up some time to check you out on MFC.
thank you for the words :)
see you on MFC xo
Couch surfing. No where near as fun as actual surfing.
Shocking I know! Who would have thought being a modern day gypsy would suck so bad. I just want to state right away that I have only myself to blame. Well I could also blame my mother if I wanted to impress Sigmund Freud but I’m not into impressing the dead, not my style, dude. So great, at least I am not a “woe is me” girl, right?! I mean, I am working to get my bank account nice and cushy again. Now you may be thinking “But Courtney where is your money? Don’t you have money from all that porno? Oh, by the way, you look amazing as usual.” Well, first thank you for the compliment, my goodness thats not necessary. Second, I did have money but I spent it.
Now what?
Now I am webcamming which is actually pretty great! Its taken me many months to figure webcam modeling out but I may just about have gotten the hang of it. I originally started camming on Streamate. After lots of online time I started to get the hang of the site and it works and how I am suppose to be. By that I mean, I have to be the PORNSTAR. Not Courtney, but Courtney Page the actual pornstar. Sexy, sensual, sumptuous, SOMETHING that is not really me. Well not all the time. I started to notice I would be hanging out on cam but be having way more fun clowning on guys and cracking jokes in my chatroom. Hanging out was such a small part of the streamate site so right away I would be one of the homies and then taken private and I didn’t know how to switch from a bro to the ho. Ya know?
So I went webcam site hunting. Found MFC or myfreecams.com. I was put off at first cuz I felt the site appeared a little amateurish and was concerned about the site traffic. But then I looked thru a few models rooms and saw that I was viewing a girl just hanging out eating soup with about 2000 other people! I was like WTF? I immediately signed up but waited until I was better educated on the dynamics of MFC. About a month before I actually signed on to broadcast from my own room I would just watch different girls. Observe the chat between the guys in the room. I even got a membership and hangout in the lounge. The lounge is where all the guys go to discuss the models, ya know, boys being boys. I learned a lot from just the watching and occasional interaction, whether it be with a model or guy. One night I spent at least 6 hours in a girls room, just watching. She was a “non-nude” model and was making so much money. Actually she still has the highest single tip I have witnessed live. I think I even may have been close to tears because i was so happy for her mixed with disbelief. I was so enthralled……she is a total bitch by the way. Found that out after writing to her MFC email. Hmm, wait. I feel like this has turned into a webcam blog not originally what I intended! What I planned was explaining how important webcam is in my life now and how I would really love it if you would support me by taking a peek whenever I am online. I usually try to post when I am on but I feel those are pointless. I created a twitter account that is just for my webcamming. I post webcam jokes, talk to fellow webcam models, basically its all about me in the “webcam scene”. I see @xxxpage different than this twitter. I protected this new one so I have to approve you, I only follow and want to be followed by webcam peeps. If you don’t watch my shows there is really no reason to follow that twitter.
Well its getting late and I need to go get ready to get on cam. I hope you think about joining me for a show sometime. Oh and tip, of course……but its not required :)
Cum see me over on streamate:
- courtney_page.cammodels.com
Check out my profile (please don’t forget to rate and admire) over on Myfreecams.com:
- profiles.myfreecams.com/xxxpage
When I am live on myfreecams you can find me directly by going here:
- myfreecams.com/#xxxpage
I feel like I should do a follow up blog to this one on how the two differ. What do you think? Let me know here or on my twitter @xxxpage
xo
steventhefatloser asked: its ok don't be sorry.. i was fat and ugly all my life.. all i hope now is for my life to end soon
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